Back to my original life, play around with kids, study freakin hard, play wushu( I don't mean the play ) and everything I used to do, BACK TO SQUARE 1

My free lifestyle, my stupid thinking 'I don't trust boys thinking'.After all it's true I don't trust them, I get nothing, I trust them, I get the same result, nothing.Haix~ my mind has once been poison, or maybe I was thinking too much. I want to trust you but I don't know when are you lying or when you're telling me the truth. Too bad~ if you're telling the truth and I don't trust you.I'm sorry for that.

I have no more confident over you guys already. I'm really sorry. Please forgive me~